almost new year!

Today, on the 31st of December, 2009, 10:01 in the evening, I have created this post.

It's almost new year and I'm sooooooo excited! :333 There are so many beautiful fireworks here and all are awesome in color! I am gonna watch 'em when the new year starts. :D Well, it's new year, and I really wanna be friends again with Meryll. Whoever will read this, please tell her that I am COMPLETELY SORRY, and I wish for forgiveness. But I understand her if she cannot forgive me. I am so bored here, so I decided to make this post. All of my past new years, ALL OF THEM, felt very different. I did not want the new year to come. I want to stay as it is. Maybe because this year was not good, I am very light in it passing by. Sigh. Sana mag-bati na kami ni Ryll. Ayoko ng kaaway this year. Whaaaaaaaaaa! I really wanna change! Pleaseeeeeeeee! I really wanna! I have so many bad attitudes that I want to change! Alam ko na maraming taong nagsasabi dyan na "Yan, sabi niya magbabago siya. Fake na naman yan. Ang plastic plastic at napakasama ng ugali niyan. Huwag na kayo umasa na magbabago yan." Pero guys, alam niyo, mahirap maging ako, MAHIRAP! Gusto ko na talaga mag-bago.." I really want to change, I really do! So, Almighty God, I am praying that you will help me. And I shall help myself to change for the better. Thank you everyone that made my life meaningful this year! I love you all! Hope our friendship will never fade! Thank you again, especially to Thea, Anam, Jan, Zakuro, Mary, Leigh, Clucille, Nichole and Meryll. Thank you again! Happy New Year to all!


This post ended on 10:15 in the evening, on the same day.